New beginnings can be viewed as either positive or negative. My son and daughter heading off to college, definitely a positive. Heading off to college AND moving out...BIG positive! But my new beginning isn't quite as exciting. Not even close, although I'm trying very hard to see it that way. A divorce. Divorce number two as a matter of fact. Although the first divorce was a mutual decision, this one was not. I didn't want it at all and didn't see it coming. But new beginnings can come in nice little boxes with pretty little bows or basically wrapped in $#!+. Either way it is a new beginning and it's time to pull up my big girl panties and, well, BEGIN!
What does that mean? I have no clue but this blog is a start. A place to vent, consider what could be and build up a little courage. Perhaps some of you are going through the same thing, or see that divorce freight train heading your way and don't know how to stop it. Grab that elastic on those Fruit of the Looms and give a big old tug! We're gonna be fine! And on days when the world seems to come to an end once again, we'll just start our new beginning the next day. : )
